Tuesday, March 2, 2010

MEETTA TALKS - What's in me?- Part 1 of 2

'Meetta Talks' ... is where I invite you to come on my life's journey.
I share experiences I've had and wisdom that I've learned, hoping you will take something positive from it and grow. Here, I share the thought provoking knowledge that...
"Life is about the journey just as much as it is about the destination."

Dear Reader, You know what?
There is SOOO MUCH in me! I want to share and give it...All!
I want to give it all because I know the power behind it!
I want to give it all because what I have is usable!
What I have, what's in me, if you could feel the life, the energy, the hope, the desire...

Question? Have you ever in your life, been around a person who was truly passionate about something that they were involved in? And you got the chance to be around them when they were actively doing that thing?
Do you remember how you felt being around them in those moments?
Do you remember the mood of the atmosphere?
Was it filled with power? Was it kinetic?
Did their moment seem to extend and lend itself to you?
I remember! I remember how that feels to be on the giving and receiving end of it.

When I am around people like that and when I AM LIKE THAT! I feel like I can do anything!
I am empowered! All of sudden I feel like I can fly!.. I can accomplish much! I feel like I am strong! That's what I am saying to you Dear reader, about what's in me! That's a major reason why I write like I do! I don't always write about popular things or say them the way the masses might. But what I write, I write it with might! The topics I discuss are needed! My writings have a certain purity to it.
I don't have time for games concerning that which is important to me!
So why lie? If a writer is going to write, the writings should be truth, their truth! Why not write with the passion that lies within? Anyway, the emotion, the words and the arrangements of them, along with my "figure of speech" is mine! No one else can claim true ownership over what's uniquely mine or what's uniquely yours, for that matter! But I am grateful that I can share them with you so freely, in hopes that you too may be inspired and may also believe that you too can fly! That you can fly above ignorance, obscurity, wastefulness of life, hurtful criticism, and the "I can't syndrome."

I wish I could get it all out! Tapping into that power myself AND ACTUALLY accomplish all that I so very much desire, for me! Living my life in fury, but without the destructiveness of it! But wisdom says to me, if I give you Dear Readers, my everything, then I will be left an empty vessel. So in wisdom, keeping that in mind, I won't give you my all, my everything in my writings (though my heart desires to), But I will continue to give and give in truth with conviction! You gotta know, by now that I am a great woman of passion. I want to know, learn, grow, go and give! I WANT TO LIVE ...and live out loud!

Telling all, giving all, not keeping some of me, for myself (or you for yourself), CAN BE destructive! Totally pouring out oneself, makes one quite vulnerable to being openly abused, misused and mistaken or taken lightly. So, some secrets need to be kept. But, my writings will still have intensity, in encouragement, in the teachings and information of them. You may be saying to yourself, "Why is she sharing this, here?" Because I want you to know that these writings I write, are not for not! They have purpose and meaning. What I give in my writings is thought out. I write with great passion and ...fury. In writing this particular article about what's in me, helps me keep things in perspective. I can't give you my all dear reader, but if you knew what was inside...

I LOVE TO SHARE MY LIFE'S JOURNEY!

...The things I've seen, heard, learned, am learning and hope to learn! I want to go to far way places! I think of the people I've met and dream of meeting! I think of the stories of the lives of others and how they intrigue me, teach me! I live in wonder! How amazing is life?
The life we often take for granted! The people we can love, but don't! The opportunities we have, but are too scared to seize them! I think about how much more I can do to help myself and maybe you, to live a life out loud! It doesn't have to be anything dirty, immoral or crude mind you. There is so much more through positivity, that one can do to lead a loud life! A life outside of obscurity fenced in by limitations!

What I mean by a "loud life" is living openly, doing things, going places, having adventures! Getting out of the doldrums of a planned, limited life! I want to go to IRELAND! I want to go to Vancouver. I want to go and take pictures, even with a borrowed digital camera because I don't own one nor do I own a professional camera. Heck! I'd even take photos with a disposable camera. It doesn't bother me!

When I was a kid, someone asked me at the age of seven, what it was that I wanted to grow up and be or do? I remember down to the word what my response was. I said, (without missing a beat as I danced to the Jackson Five singing ABC...). " I want to go around the world to different places, meeting and talking to people. Taking pictures of everything I see, bring them back and show people how beautiful the world really is." Of course mind you, I didn't know a name or career for such a position. At the age of seven, It just seemed quite important to me, to get out of my limited space, go elsewhere, all over Gods earth and go talk to people! Talking with them sharing in their experiences, having them share in mine! Using my life to uplift to encourage.

I want to travel and take in the sights of this great planet, reveling in it's beauty! Somehow, even as a kid, I thought this kind of connection amongst people was missing and much needed! Somehow, I thought I could be one of the person's to make a difference in this area! I even thought somehow I would be famous for it, because it seemed so precious to me! And when you are famous, more doors are open to and for you. And famous people get to see more and do more than regular people! Even kids know that! I could just see myself doing that which I spoke of, forever! People and their stories, have ALWAYS been important to me!

Needless to say ( obviously), that I never got to fulfill that dream! How good at it, I would be though!

'TALK" with ya next time in ...
MEETTA TALKS!, Sharing what's in me?

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